The Dark Raven Angel's Journal

11:46PM - hello again

Hello all. It seems to be only yesterday that i last wrote in this thing. But apparantly i am wrong, it's been a lot longer than that. I can't believe i have been missing from the scene for so long. I have been putting my time to good use though. I have recently graduated and so i am now free to persue my modeling and acting again. Yippie... and banging my head against a brick wall trying to get a 'real' job to tide me over. I never realised how difficult it was to get a job. I'm good at taking rejection but this sucks. Anyone got any jobs going..lol

Current mood: contemplative

4:42PM - Sickly puppy

Hello all

I have a couple of free minutes so i thought i'd write a little bit in the journal. I am not very well at the moment which is a shame. I don't really have time to get ill, although my illness has decided that it doesn't want any of this and has set in...Chest Infections can be a bitch, and they make you sound like a man...lol. Ho hum. I was supposed to go to a rehearsal this morning and then go to a salon later followed by my second lost of rehearsals for yet annother piece...but i ended up spending most of the day in bed having drinks brought to me and feeling sorry for myself. I have so much on the go at the moment, along with all of the rehearsals i am trying to set up a threatre company to take one of my plays to the fringe festival, which means i am busy writing propsals for sponsership...so if anyone wants to sponser me drop me a line. And apart from that there are discussions with my new management about the new web site, some random interview with ajoining photoshoot for some magazine and other random things which are a bit too hush hush to mention..apparantly. I am also taking bookings for the christmas months for modeling and once again am reconsidering my part time job....I need a change, so if anyone has any suggestions they are welcome.

And for all those who havent why don't you join my yahoo group...but be warned my management are refusing anyone with a blank profile.

Current mood: sick

7:17PM

<<>>???What Kind Of Angel R You???<<>>( Anime Pics )
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Ironic that isn't it...lol. So seen as is has been a month or so since i have managed to write in this thing..what have i been up to? Well, i have been doing a lot of acting and am now in the middle of the reheasals for a play. Modeling is still going well, and i am now taking bookings for the winter months, if any photographers are interested.




You're Most Like The Season Winter ...

You're often depicted as the cold, distant season.
But you're incredibly intelligent, mature and
Independant. You have an air of power around
you - and that can sometimes scare people off.
You're complex, and get hurt easily - so you
rarely let people in if you can help it. You
can be somewhat of a loner, but just as easily
you could be the leader of many. You Tend to be
negative, and hard to relate to, but you give
off a relaxed image despite being insecure -
and secretly many people long to be like you,
not knowing how deep the Winter season really
is.

Well done... You're the most inspirational of
seasons :)


?? Which Season Are You ??
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8:42PM - Tired

Well i feel so much better after that rant yesterday. Everyone needs a good rant now and again.

Well i am soo tired today, i managed to get to bed at 7.45....AM. Red Lilly had come over before she was going off to scotland, and so the four of us talked until she was to be picked up by her photographer at 5am. Then as i was too awake to sleep i stayed up to watch breakfast cartoons and eat ice-cream until i could stay awake no longer...Got a few hours kip and then had to go out again, so am now suffering. lol...Looks like it will be an early night tonight.

Current mood: exhausted

11:07PM

Well i have recently joined with wicked talent, and have finished on a number of shoots of which i will be posting on my yahoo group over a period of a few weeks. And talking of Yahoo groups I am highly PISS** Off with one particular model who has decided to email in bulk all of my members with invites to her site...fair enough you might think...But it is common curtesy to ask and when you get emails in bulk from people saying oh i just got an invite from a friend of yours...when the girl hasn't even had the decency to introduce herself to me, let alone have the audacity of fobbing herself off as a 'friend'. Then to top it all off she is not sharing her members....so she expects to steal members info from other groups and not share...how disrespectful is that!!!
Rant over.
Now as i am feeling particularity evil...guess the model.

Current mood: bitchy

11:18PM - Back from many shoots

well it has deifnately been an interesting few weeks, none stop photoshoots, including another one for fairygothmother and two for gothicimage We spent a lovely couple of days with RedLilly and ended up travelling many many miles nearly 800 in total. And then more recently we spent a couple of days in Cornwall with glitterrose and prof_landslide . It was a lovely time and i had great fun...and oh the hot chocolate. Am now sitting back for a few weeks to catch up on paper work. And listen to Mothburner album...it's fab. Really relaxing and moving at the same time. I have at least four CDs of pics to show you all and i can't wait until i do. Big thank you to glitterrose and prof_landslide for putting up with us for the couple of days.

Current mood: crappy

8:27PM

You are Belle from Beauty and the Beast!


What Disney Princess are you?
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Nightmare Before Christmas!


What movie Do you Belong in?(many different outcomes!)
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6:14PM - The Joys of Dental Practice

I have had an interesting day today filled with fear and pain and the usual that accompanies the unexpected trip to the dentist. When I say unexpected, i mean unexpected, I was only there the other week having a check up and as my usual check ups go it was always a quick in check and out with a comment like 'lovely as always' 'nicely managed teeth there' or something along those lines, but not this time,noooo it was 'oh I have seen a slight discoloration in one of the teeth we just need to take an x-ray' of which I then recieved a phone call telling me a needed a small filling....Today was filling day. It started with them making me wait and extra half an hour and ended in me dribbling down one side of my face and grimacing instead of smiling. But after all the after effects the dentist was actually really really nice, she didn't try to be nasty and hurt me out of spite, she was actually quite supportive considering I haven't had a filling before. The numbness lasted for about five hours and I haven't been able to eat anything or drink any hot drinks, so I am missing my coffee and my food, but i have chocolate truffle cake to look forward to when the pain in the gum where the needle has been subsides...arrrrr chocolate truffle caaaaaakkkkkkkkkkeee.

9:03PM

12:19AM - The weekend

Well folks I have a bit of an insight of the weekend for you as requested by many. Traveled for six hours on the bus...Never again... Went to a club where we bumped into ShadowJen. I really enjoyed talking to her, she is a really nice person and has a very distinct look about her, she just stood out from the crowd, she glowed with beauty...
Then on the Saturday shoot with Andrew Michael we got harrassed by a drunken bum who decided he wanted to have some photos of himself to which he dropped his trousers to show us his hairy ass...Not a pretty sight. Then Sunday did another shoot and Monday did a shoot for Sam at fairygothmother and fell down some stone steps infront of the world, which was fun...
All in all I had a hectic but a fantastic time and I am looking forward to working with the photographers again, they were all lovely, so a big thanks to Dave Davies, Sam (FGM) and Andrew for all the hard work and putting up with me and an extra special big thanks to Red and Dot for letting us have somewhere to sleep, even if the cat did sit on ly chest most of the night.

1:35PM

Hello all, I'm back from my travels to London, where I have had an extremely busy time. I did work with three very talented photographers. when I get the photos through I will be posting them on my yahoo group, which i have no doubt you are all a member of. But before that I have a little taster of each set for you to look at, hope you enjoy.


( weekend photos )

Current mood: cheerful

12:22PM - Thunder in Paradise

Hello to all who drop in to see how and what I am doing from time to time. Well I'm still busy, busy, busy. Had a fantastic thunderstorm at three this morning, forked lightening and everything. It was right overhead and screwed up the electrics in the street a bit. One on the forked lightning blots was so bright it made me physically jump a few feet much to my amusement...Well it did look like it was coming through the window...(hangs head in shame and blushes)

Okay to change the subject I have managed to have a little time to go over some quizzes so what results did I get today?



-Perfect- You're the
perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.


What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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Hey I'm just a fun gal! hehehe


Your Heart is Pink


What Color is Your Heart?
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awwwwwwwwwwww how cute!


FLAT


(results contain pictures) What kind of ANIME BOOBS do you have?
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ummmmm my two friends seem to tell me different, but I must be mistaken, the quizz is obviously the true answer. The quizz will show me the way (gets a glazed expression and a robotic voice)


You're A Neko (Cat)!
Meow! You love acting like a cat, because you ARE
part cat! How did this come to be? I have no
idea! But yay for you! You're playful and
happy. You love being spoiled and pampered,
but you have a vicious side too.


What Type Of Anime Character Are You?
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Well I have been likened to a tiger cub on many occasions.

2:05PM - Happy Bunny

Well hello people, a happy bright angel faces you today, makes a change after my last winge, sorry about that, thanks for all your nice coments though.
Well today I'm a happy chappy. I've had a good nights sleep, I spoke to Donna Ricci last night..well half two this morning...about joining Wicked Talent, and I might be doing some work for an American company....ohhhh...this is a fun hobby. And I get to meet so many nice people.

okay so what has been happening in the little world of the Angel? Well I have been extremely busy, trying to sort a lot of things out.

I would like to thank glitterrose for putting together a yahoo group for myself, in which I will be posting more of damiens photos, and some more of Andrew Micheals as well, along with others. The address for this site is http://groups.yahoo.com/group/thedarkravenangel This is an invite to all to come and join, i'm in the process of sending all members a thank you card at the moment.

Then there is more news on my Web page! For all who know the temporary address, it won't be around for much longer (grins) I have had a meeting with my web designer and the final pages are being completed as we speak, so I have to get a web space extremely soon. Keep your eyes pealed either here or the Yahoo group as I shall put the address up in both and I will then also have a change of email address.

So what have I been doing in my spare time? Well in the hour i've had this afternoon I've been doing a few quizzes so lets see what results I got!


Cute angel...everyone loves that cute face of
yours! You're very outgoing and people just
love to be around you. You're so much fun!


What kind of angel are you?
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Well people keep saying I'm cute because I'm soooo small, so I suppose its inkeeping...ummmm and I have one of those skirts too, just not that brightly coloured.


Virgin: You are the Virgin Sex Freak. You just
want to stay a virgin as long as possible. You
just want someone to be with you without
wanting sex. Well, I'm sorry to break it to
you but that ain't gonna happen.


What Type Of Sex Freak Are You?
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Does someone know something I don't? Oh well it makes me seem sweet and innocent.(the devil horns shine....oh sorry, I mean THE HALO shines)



Marilyn Monroe Dress Blowin' Scene: You are the
Marilyn Monroe Dress Blowin' Scene from the
movie "The Seven Year Itch". Your
the scene that shocked a nation when sex symbol
Marilyn Monroe shows ::gasp:: her legs. Your
scene shows women just want to be free and
happy. Marilyn Monroe was loved by all, and
not to mention she BLEW everyone away.


What Famous Scene From A Movie Are You?
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Wow fantastic what more could I want. Bow down to the beauty of Monroe.


You are Beauty.

You are beautiful, whether it be on the inside, the
outside, or both. People are drawn to you as
strongly as you are drawn to the beauty in the
world around you.


What Emotion Are You?
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I like beautiful things if that counts...Like red roses, snow, clouds, CHOCOLATE, lingerie, CHOCOLATE, nature, and ummm CHOCOLATE

Current mood: cheerful

8:29PM - Upset

I do modeling not as a career! I have never wanted it as a career, and so it hurts me when someone tries to give me a stigma. I am not a fetish model, never have been and never will be, but when this stigma is attached it ruins my credibility. How will I be taken seriously in my chosen career if I am deemed FETISH! It has made me think twice about whether I want to continue with this hobby. I have no wish to let it ruin my chosen career and people are already trying to do that and it has upset me greatly.

11:28PM

You are a temptress


Which Ultimate Beautiful Woman are You?
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10:59PM - what sign of theblack zodiac am I

The Withered Lover


What sign of the Black Zodiac are you?
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10:45PM - What kiss am I

You are a child's kiss. Completely sweet and
innocent and pure. You mean no harm and only
love in your sweet kisses.


What kind of kiss are you?
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10:37PM - what less than legal act am I

I have problems that I can't work through with
people like YOU in my life!


What Less Than Legal Act are YOU? (includes pictures)
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10:29PM - where my soul originated

You come from the Ocean. You've always been drawn
to the sea, the sound of the waves, the crystal
blue water, near the sea is where you belong.


Where Did Your Soul Originate?
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7:46PM

Well after my Sims unleashed expansion exploded yesterday. I thought I'd have a go at the game today without it as I suppose my computer was informing me I should not be keeping pets, but because some of the unleased had installed it kept thinking I was still installing and wouldn't let me do anything so I've had to uninstall it... I've lost my playing characters, and I have to reinstall everything AGAIN! For the 6th time, my computer doesn't like the sims!!! I swear its out to get me, it took three days to install everything last time. Anyway thats my rant for the day.

Below are a few of the photos that damiens took on Monday and Tuesday if anyones interested.




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I hope that worked! I'm crap with things like that.
Anyway if it worked tell me what you thought.

Current mood: sick